temperm | Holly Heights Mailbox + Phone + Inventory

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Holly Heights Mailbox + Phone + Inventory

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Gau Meguro

Father:
Mother: Dahlia Hawthorne (

coreopsideae )
Sibling: Minatsuki Tamaki (

medacium )

Voicemail
(555) 587-8423

"Hello, this is Gau Meguro! I'm sorry that I can't answer you right now, so please leave a message and I will get back to you as soon as I can!"

Beep!

Earned inventory:

-- Salary from the Agito, working as a waiter/staff from November 10th 2013 onward
-- Regain coupon, gained from the sticker event
-- Regain coupon + $1200, gained from being on island 11 for the castaway event.
--Receipt for $200 + banner with COMPLETE FAILURE on it from paintball event

--$200 receipt + t-shirt that reads I SURVIVED DARE-PALOOZA AND ALL I GOT WAS THIS STUPID T-SHIRT from dare event

Flat | Top-Level Comments Only

Do you like this girl back, Badou-san?

Edited 2013-09-12 04:55 (UTC)

what do u mean "her feelings deserve to be respected" uda gone out w/ her ? even tho u aint liked her or even liked girls what n what the fuck is white day

No... I would have told her that I didn't feel the same way, but not in a way that would make light of her feelings!

I couldn't ignore her them entirely, or make fun of them. Unrequited feelings are painful. There's no reason why I would want to cause her more pain!

White day is when boys give girls chocolate, in return for the chocolate they received on Valentine's day.

whats unrequited

Unreturned. It's when someone doesn't feel the same way about you.

oh

You didn't answer my question. Is this the case for you?

i dont know i dont really like girls i dont really like ppl i didnt care n then i was on the street i guess that shit dont matter there i aint sure it matters here i got stuff 2 do

[It's a sentiment he was familiar with. Not that he ever disliked humanity at large, but not being sure of what you liked combined with much more pressing issues getting in the way of figuring out romantic desires was something he knew well.

...At least until recently.]

I know how that feels.

I can't say what you should do, but... If you do anything, please be kind to her, Badou-san. She doesn't deserve cruelty.

Edited 2013-09-12 05:43 (UTC)

[it's surprising; he'd told the other boy you're useless, but that Gau has been through the same kind of pressure, been under the same kind of weight, that crushed things like dating and being young and having fun out of your mind entirely -- it helps, weirdly]

[and for once, he doesn't feel isolated]

i aint real good at that im probably gonna fuck it up n i dont wanna explain this shit 2 her

Edited 2013-09-12 05:47 (UTC)

I think the best way to say it is to be honest. You'll have to explain it all, or else she might misinterpret it or think you're being vague because you're not telling the truth!

What if you wrote her a letter so you had time to look over what you said?

[Thinkin' like a schoolgirl here.]

who the fuck writes letters about this kinda shit aint that when u ditch somebody "dear john" or w/e n i just said i dont wanna be honest or tell the truth

The girls at my school did it all the time. And isn't this about ending the relationship, Badou-san?

If you don't want to hurt her, then you'll have to! She will find out that you lied and it will hurt her more then!

y would i do what a buncha kids do ! n there aint no relationship 2 end it aint a lie 2 not say stuff she wouldnt get it shes from the surface shes good n nice n not fucked up n stuff she thinks im nice n ppl r nice i dont wanna shit on her parade or make her think life aint good i guess

It's not a lie to say you're not sure about your feelings and you don't think you're ready for a relationship, I think. Even if you don't want to explain your past... That's enough.